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  In My Dreams

  Cameo Renae

  Copyright © 2011 Cameo Renae

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  To my husband and my children,

  who love, encourage and believe in me.

  Table of Contents

  In My Dreams

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  In My Dreams

  Chapter 1

  Where am I?

  I staggered, lost in the middle of darkened woods.

  How did I get here?

  An ominous, eerie feeling lingered in the air around me sending chills up my spine. The air was dense and musty, and a white mist concealed the cold, damp earth beneath my feet. The moon’s glow faintly illuminated my surroundings, while thick over-growths of tangled trees made it impossible to see anything but a few yards ahead.

  I needed to get out. Quick. I looked to the moon. I’d use it as my guide. My pulse raced as I began to maneuver through the wooded maze searching for an exit. Bare feet continuously slipped on moss-covered roots and dampened leaves. Cracking branches behind alerted me something was lurking in the shadows. Close. I turned to see the looming blackness and forged on desperately seeking my way out.

  Why the hell am I here?

  Branches snapped again. Closer. I glanced over my shoulder as a dark hooded figure, layered in shredded cloaks, emerged from the darkness hovering just above the mist. An electric wave of terror surged through my veins, awakening all my senses. I wanted to run but my legs became weighted with fear. The terror continued to approach. I willed my legs to run, but instead they buckled and I dropped to the ground.

  “Get up, Liz! You need to get up!” a voice shouted from the darkness.

  I knew the voice, and I knew it well.

  “Michael!” I screamed.

  I twisted my head in all directions to catch any glimpse of him, but there was nothing except the constant, lingering darkness.

  “Liz! Run!”

  “Michael, where are you?” I scrambled in the direction I’d last heard his voice.

  A glowing orb of light flitted between the trees just ahead of me, and almost instantly it took a human shape. I’d never felt more peace or happiness. Michael was standing before me, his hands outstretched, beckoning me to come. His gleaming, brown eyes were comforting; his countenance was luminous, resembling a porcelain angel.

  “Michael,” I breathed. I reached for him but slipped right before we touched, falling hard to the cold earth. I looked up focusing on his face, and he smiled making my heart swell. I reached for him again, but as quickly as he appeared, he disappeared.

  Dozens of red eyes appeared, ablaze in the darkness, attentively watching my every move. Vociferous cackles resonated like wicked hyenas seeking their prey. I pushed on, struggling through the thick brush; hurting, clawing, and lacerating my skin. I didn’t turn back. I couldn’t out of fear. But I sensed the creature was still in pursuit.

  Every effort to leave this dark labyrinth of hell seemed futile. I was weak, I was exhausted, and I was ready to give up when I finally pushed out of the thicket into a clearing. A small cabin rested in the center silhouetted in the moonlight. My quickened heartbeat matched my pace as I ran for the shelter.

  The door was ajar so I easily pushed it open and slammed it shut behind me. I pressed my back against it, trying to catch my breath; shivering at the thought of something else lurking within the pitch black room. I rubbed the walls on either side for a light-switch. Nothing. Only cold, hard wood.

  A resounding boom shook the cabin as a door directly across from me flew open. Then two more deafening booms as two other doors on opposite walls thrust open slamming hard against the outside walls. I covered my ears. My pulse raced faster and faster.

  “Oh God! What’s happening?”

  A chilled wind swirled through the three doors, whistling a song of terror. I forced my trembling legs to the first open door. As soon as I slammed it shut, the door I’d just left thrust open.

  “What the hell?”

  I witnessed the dark creature emerging from the woods, heading straight toward me. My heart pounded furiously against the walls of my chest, begging me to run.

  Normal people would have run, but I'd never been so scared in my life. I was one of those irritating people that froze - like in the movies. The ones I yelled at, frustratingly. They could have run and got away but froze instead, and I didn’t care if they were caught or killed because they were so stupid!

  “Michael, where are you?” I screamed. Tears streamed from my eyes. My legs shook intensely, barely holding me up. I gathered every bit of strength left in me to shut the remaining doors.

  There were no locks, no lights, nothing. Stupid cabin! What kind of idiot would build a worthless cabin like this in the middle of nowhere?

  I was horrified as a strong wind wailed around the cabin, followed by all four doors simultaneously flying open, slamming the outsides of the walls. I stood helpless. The cabin quaked around me. All doors were now wide open greeting the dark creature to come in and take me.

  It was here… whatever it was.

  Everything from that point seemed to move in slow motion. I dropped to the ground and pushed myself back to the farthest corner and watched as it hovered through the front door. The air became ice cold. I couldn’t move. I was too exhausted. I couldn’t scream, and every cell in my body became paralyzed.

  It stopped…inches from me. Its face was shrouded in an over-sized cowl that was torn and shredded, but through those shreds, I saw death. Decayed skin clung to bones of a shriveled corpselike face, and the putrid stench of rotting flesh burned my nostrils. It reeked of death. Weathered robes were dripping with liquid, and faint scents of metal and copper convinced me it was blood.

  The creature slowly lifted its withered appendage toward me. My breath ceased. A decrepit hand with long shriveled fingers shot toward my face. I clinched my eyes, shielding my face with my arms.

  “NO!” a voice echoed through the cabin.

  I opened my eyes to witness a blinding, white light shoot through a side door, tearing straight through the center of the creature. It stumbled back, screaming and writhing in pain. Its agonizing screams were inhuman, piercing my ears. Streams of light began to shoot from its orifices, and then, it exploded; shattering into a million tiny sparks which the wind carried out the door.

  I woke on my couch, breathless. My mouth was parched; my head, drenched in sweat. I scooted off and made my way to the kitchen, grabbed a glass from the cabinet, filled it with water, and gulped it down. I stood there for a moment. I couldn't shake the dream.

  The last time I’d had such vivid dreams – nightmares - was when I was a child. They’d haunted me to my core. In time, I realized that my dreams would come true. But they weren’t the wonderful, warm-and-fuzzy-feeling dreams; they were dreams of death. Detailed dreams of whom and how people would die. Some o
f those people we knew, some we didn’t, but we would eventually hear about it sooner or later in the newspapers, television, or word of mouth.

  Premonitions, is what my grandmother called them, but I was never allowed to tell anyone outside of our family circle about them. It was a secret, and one my family was not proud of.

  They also called it a gift; a gift of foresight, given to a chosen few. To me… it was a curse. I was too young to possess such a “gift”. It terrified me. But then, at the age of seven, the dreams stopped. I was thankful to be rid of the affliction, because I’d been dealing with another one…the divorce of my parents.

  ………………..

  I was suddenly distracted as a roaring engine approached my driveway. My pulse quickened as I dashed to the window and tugged back the curtain to see if Michael had finally arrived. My anticipation quickly turned to disappointment when a battered red truck sputtered by, and my frozen driveway remained barren.

  I stared blankly across the street to my own battered, but very trusty jeep, and the naked birch trees dimly lit from my porch light.

  It was December in Alaska, and yet… no snow. The town of Wasilla seemed naked and dismal, anxiously awaiting the beloved white magic that would finally deliver some winter fun and fade the dirty brown hues of our seasonal purgatory.

  Winter days loomed in darkness providing around five hours of usable daylight...if even that. The sun would peek out around noon, and hide away by four in the afternoon, leaving us enveloped in darkness for a long nineteen hours. But whenever I was with Michael, I never really noticed the darkness. Everything seemed to be brighter when he was around.

  I glanced over to the digital clock resting atop my television. Bright red numbers illuminated 6:02 P.M., reminding me he was late. I sucked in a long deep breath and tried to relax but my twisting stomach made it nearly impossible. What was taking him so long? This was so unlike Michael. He was over an hour late and hadn’t called to explain why. Of all nights! Tonight was extra special, and I knew he was just as excited as I was.

  Michael Young was my boyfriend, but more than that he was my best friend. We were inseparable from the moment we met at age five. Our relationship was never complicated, it just…was.

  Today was December fourth, which made four years, to the day, which he’d asked me out. In the past, he had planned surprises that were totally random and adventurous.

  Last year, he drove me to the North Pole to visit the Santa Claus House. The town was decorated with candy cane lamp posts, street signs with Christmas names, and decorations throughout the town. I actually sat on Santa's red, velvety lap, tugged on his realistic white beard, and whispered my secret wishes into his hairy, wax-filled ear. Michael must have struck a deal with the Jolly ‘Ole Guy, because I got exactly what I’d wished for that Christmas.

  That’s why I was anxious to see what surprise he had in store for me this time. He was way too good at keeping secrets and I, on the other hand, was horrible at waiting.

  I sneezed, breaking from my momentary trance. The brown suede curtain I grasped was seriously dusty. UGH!

  6:06 P.M. - the clock jested. Minutes dragged as I wrestled with my thoughts. I’d have to call him… just ONE more time to ease my troubled mind. This would be my fifth and final attempt… hopefully.

  I dug through my new Coach handbag (a graduation gift from Michael’s parents), grabbed my cell phone, and pressed two- talk, Michael’s speed-dial number. It rang once and went straight to his answering service.

  “Michael, where are you?” I asked in a high tone. I tried not to sound upset. “Call me ASAP… Please. Kay, love you! Bye,” I said forcefully pressing the hang-up button multiple times. I checked the ring volume and the lines were at their highest. I laid the phone on the kitchen counter next to the gift I’d bought him.

  His gift was wrapped in light blue paper (his favorite color) which had silver iridescent snowflakes evenly placed around it. I’d learned to make a bow a craft show on TV, so I made one with matching iridescent ribbon.

  I bought him a black leather jacket; one I noticed he’d touch every time we went into a men’s boutique at the Fifth Avenue mall. I knew he didn’t have one like it, and also knew he’d look super-hot in it.

  “Where could he be?” I huffed out loud, getting antsy. I decided to grab my mini vacuum and attempt to suck the dust that clung desperately to my curtains. The suction wasn’t good. In fact, it sucked, failing miserably at its job, making the dust clump together and look worse than it did before.

  “You’re fired!” I yelled at the vacuum in frustration, tossing it into the trash under the kitchen sink. After a few moments, I sighed and proceeded to dig it back out, reluctantly placing it back on its charger. I couldn’t throw it away. It was helpful… some of the time… sucking up bugs and other gross things I didn’t want to touch.

  Whatever! I sighed, glancing back over to the clock again. I watched it turn 6:11 P.M.

  An intense pain surged through the back of my neck. I instinctively grabbed my neck to see if something had bit me, but there was nothing. Then, a sudden wave of nausea hit and I bolted for the bathroom. I was lightheaded and queasy, like I’d been drugged. My world began spinning wildly. Tingles, chills and a cold sweat blanketed my body. I felt worse than sick. I felt awful.

  I pressed my back against the bathroom wall and slid to the floor, resting my forehead between my knees. I tried to take in slow, deep breaths, but a heavy pressure and pain began to emanate through my chest. I curled up into a fetal position on the floor praying it would stop. Please stop.

  Am I dying?

  Am I having a heart attack?

  Wasn’t I too young for that?

  I crawled over to the toilet and heaved. My weakened body trembled as I pulled myself up to the sink, rinsed my mouth, and splashed cold water over my face.

  “Oh great,” I said gritting my teeth, staring at the pitiful reflection in the mirror. The hour I’d spent tediously putting on my make-up was totally wasted. Black smudges of mascara ran unevenly under my red, swollen eyes, and any trace of color washed off my pale-white face.

  I looked like a freakish, Gothic clown. With my luck, Michael would be pulling in right about now. I was sour; glaring at the horrid reflection of what I always thought was an average girl: oval face, pale skin, light-brown eyes, and straight brown hair, not skinny, but not fat, and definitely not athletic. I wasn’t strong or extraordinary like Michael, not even close.

  ....................

  Michael was my complete opposite, which brings truth of the saying “opposites attract”. He was very athletic; excelling at every sport he was a part of. He came from a wealthy family (mine was poor), and was a straight A student (I had mostly B’s and a few A’s). Not too bad considering my upbringing.

  He had two, loving, happily-married parents, while mine had divorced when I was six. My mother was once a stay at home seamstress who could sew just about anything. She had a line of women’s clothes, which she designed, and sold on consignment to a specialty boutique down on the strip. Her clothes were in high demand and she had trouble keeping up with orders.

  My dad was a tall, handsome, construction worker, who left us on a whim, and moved to Florida with his much younger, much perkier, girlfriend.

  The day was forever burned, like a hideous scar, into my memory banks. It was a sunny, Sunday afternoon when Mom and I went shopping for my week’s lunches, and a few stew ingredients, which was my father’s favorite meal. While we were gone, he managed to pack all of his things, leaving nothing but a horrible “Dear Jane” note on the kitchen counter.

  At six years old I had no clue what to think. I didn’t understand why my father and all of his things were missing, and why mother had locked herself in their bedroom. I remembered resting my ear on her door, hearing her weeping in between deep sobs and muffled curses.

  I remembered that my stomach had a funny, achy feeling inside. A feeling that I’d never experienced before and couldn’t
explain. I knew something was very wrong, and everything was about to change in the Hayes household.

  My mother stayed locked in her room that whole evening. That was the first night I went to bed without dinner. It was the first time I’d put myself to bed, no one to tuck me in or kiss me goodnight. It was the first night, of many to come, that I would spend completely alone and confused.

  We didn’t hear much from my father after that; the only exception was his monthly child support check. It completely devastated my mother, who struggled terribly with his affair and sudden flight. The once beautiful brunette, full of vitality and zest, a successful business owner, loving wife, wonderful mother, suddenly had a huge hole ripped right through her, steadily draining her of her life and essence. Her pain, wrapped with anger, started to change her mentally and physically. The strong mother I’d once known had given up… taken the easy way out, drowning her sorrows in alcohol and sleeping pills, slowly withering into a drained and emptied shell.

  Our once happy home underwent foreclosure. My mother couldn’t carry the mortgage note alone, so we were forced to move into a rundown, two-bedroom apartment in Palmer, barely surviving on welfare.

  As I entered high-school, I finally made my first adult decision… to move out on my own. The stresses of my home life were taking a major toll on my studies and personal life. My mother was drunk or passed out most of the time, and I had taken the roll of being head of my household at too young an age. Cooking, cleaning, and putting my mother to bed was a daily routine. I’d finally had enough. That’s when a wonderful opportunity presented itself.

  Emily Martin, my best girl-friend, begged me to move into her parent’s cottage which had become vacant. They agreed to a rent of two-hundred dollars per month, which I could afford with my part-time job, and it was only a twenty minute drive from my mother, who I checked on regularly.